I am sorry ...

I am sorry, I made a mistake
thought I could still be with you
thought I could still be me
I trusted you...
but I don't trust you or anyone
not anymore...

I was also weak and
no matter what it takes...
I will be strong

Don't try to find me, you won't
Even I don't know where I'm going
I only know one thing
I am never coming back ...

Rouby

Autumn's Not Too Far Away

Autumn's not too far away,
I saw a leaf fall down today,
And tho it seemed so full of hope,
When winter comes, the trees can cope.

God had designed each one, you see,
To stand the chill so lovingly,
Tho it be just a maple small,
or mighty oak so proud and tall.

They brave the night so dark and cold 
And winter when the north winds blow,
Some standing high upon a hill,
Some warms them with His loving will.



Tho winter isn't far away
When branches all - begin to sway,
Snow soon will cover up the ground,
Today I saw a leaf fall down.

Rouby
 

A Little Bit of Heaven

There's a little bit of Heaven in every child of God,
And every seed of kindness sown 
is sown in fertile sod.
There's a little bit of Heaven within the Christian heart,
For once the Spirit dwells there,
it becomes a work of art.
There's a little bit of Heaven in every answered prayer,
For once a prayer is answered 
you know the Lord is there!
There's a little bit of Heaven
in every hymn we sing,
For when we sing His praises,
it's a many splendored thing.
There's a little bit of Heaven
in every passing day,
For the Father loves His children,
and keeps in touch that way.

Rouby

Your Needful Hour

Oftentimes when hardship strikes
And darkness hides the light,
It seems as if there's no way out
And no strength left to fight -
It appears as though life's lost its color
And joy is gone forever
And all the good and happy moments,
Life did from you sever.
But just as sure as little wings
Help a bird to fly and 
Furry cats were given claws
To help them to survive,
And without water clouds would cease
To revive a pretty flower,
Be assured that God will help you
In your needful hour.

Rouby