If it can't be love that you feel then it becomes hate!

I saw you with her and then I saw your eyes
All that time you were telling me nothing but lies
That girl changed you in ways that only someone like me can understand
You said you love me.. kept asking myself how could you pretend
Hiding my pain and my anger with smiles
Now I am gone far away million miles
When you love someone as much as I loved you with all of my heart
You just can't turn that emotion off when they are taken from you
You still feel things as deep as they were
 and if it can't be love that you feel then it becomes hate!

Rouby

Happiness

My will tried its best to hide
The tickling feeling deep inside
The feeling I had when I saw you so weak that day
Trying to take all your worries and pains away
Your sweet laughter echoed in my heart
Making it live again from the start
May you never feel again that pain!
May you never see the world lonely and vain!
May all happiness of earth spill on you!
Wiping away the grief that you once knew
Be joyful beloved life is not worth a tear
Not worth a sigh, not worth a fear
God, my father, do listen to my call
Let joy and happiness fill his soul
Help us both to walk with our head above
Our eyes filled with hope, our hearts with love…

Ruby

The day of sadness

The day as I walked home
Sad being all alone
Hitting the edge of blade
Through hours of falling shade
I landed in a place
Where everyone hiding their face
I landed in a sea of darkness
Dropping my tears of sadness
Beyond the slight wave of sorrow
Trying to whisper your name for tomorrow
Love is falling for a sentence
My knees are crying for the slavery
Life is hitting on with the gloom
From being apart, being your glory
Should I forgive or I forget
The deep of the pain that I regret
All my wishes are to disappear
From the darkness,
From the sea of tears …

Ruby