With Your Help

Lord, never let my heart grow weary
Of the tasks that lie ahead,
Renew my faith each day for You
As I waken from my bed.

Times of hurting and sorrow,
Help me burden them I pray,
Till at last the joy and laughter
One again will come my way.

If a person does me wrong
Let forgiveness enter in,
Do not let revengeful thoughts
Lead me to this awesome sin.

Last, but certainly not least,
Keep me pure as I can be,
Till at last I'm homeward bound
To live eternally with Thee.

Rouby

Sorrow

Silent is the earth, black is the sky

Heavy is my heart, my tears are dry
This is my fate, I’ll have to live
Never to receive, always to give

The memory of you grew cold
I feel so very tired, so very cold
All has perished, everything has gone
I’ll have to manage and live on
But how can I exist with none to care
Whether I live, or with God be up there
Tell me how quickly you can change
You have grown so cold it seems strange

Time will teach me to forgive you

Leaving my nights lonely and blue

Your face will always guide me

It will clear my path, help me to see

For you have always been my life

You have always helped me strife

And though you are gone,
you’ll be near

To wipe a tear clear a fear …

Ruby

The day of sadness

The day as I walked home
Sad being all alone
Hitting the edge of blade
Through hours of falling shade
I landed in a place
Where everyone hiding their face
I landed in a sea of darkness
Dropping my tears of sadness
Beyond the slight wave of sorrow
Trying to whisper your name for tomorrow
Love is falling for a sentence
My knees are crying for the slavery
Life is hitting on with the gloom
From being apart, being your glory
Should I forgive or I forget
The deep of the pain that I regret
All my wishes are to disappear
From the darkness,
From the sea of tears …

Ruby

Leave me

Leave me and go far away

I am not a doll in your hand to sway
Don’t be afraid it won’t hurt me
If another girl with you I see

Time will teach me to forget you
The wind will shutter the echoes of your voice
God will help me bear the silence of good-bye
He will wipe my tears, listen to my prayers

Follow her she will understand you more

Leave me alone on a lonely wild shore

And as the waves drown the ships on seas

I’ll learn to drown the love in me…

Ruby

Hopeful for much too long ...

I was hopeful for much too long
My hopes are trash, for finished is my song
I gave you a lot, never get tired of giving
I deserted everyone because for you only I was living
I thought I can bring the change in you
You destroyed my dreams,
Destroyed me too
You have been like this
Without a heart and with no shame
I cannot curse you, you’re not to blame

I can give you a second try still
But I am afraid my dreams will once more kill

No! No! I have tried to change you all these years
All you gave me is disappointment and ever flowing tears
May you be forgiven by God!
May you never feel gloomy or sad!
For this will be my sole happiness concern
When of your happiness I’ll learn
I was hopeful for much too long
My hopes are trash, for ended is my song.

Ruby