He has no more love

Every night you sit right there
Without a tear or smile to share
With the one your heart aches for
Because he had left you on love’s wild shore

Be strong don’t show him you care
He’s back again, don’t run, just look and stare
He’s lonely now and needs you so
His words were sweet his voice was low

Suddenly you were completely drunk
His tender whispers in your heart have sunk
And so quickly you forget the past
What matters? You are with him at last
Time flew quickly from your hands and now you’re alone on the sand
It’s all over, this what you should feel
He has no more love to reveal

Ruby

Sorrow

Silent is the earth, black is the sky

Heavy is my heart, my tears are dry
This is my fate, I’ll have to live
Never to receive, always to give

The memory of you grew cold
I feel so very tired, so very cold
All has perished, everything has gone
I’ll have to manage and live on
But how can I exist with none to care
Whether I live, or with God be up there
Tell me how quickly you can change
You have grown so cold it seems strange

Time will teach me to forgive you

Leaving my nights lonely and blue

Your face will always guide me

It will clear my path, help me to see

For you have always been my life

You have always helped me strife

And though you are gone,
you’ll be near

To wipe a tear clear a fear …

Ruby

Only you ...

Happiness

My will tried its best to hide
The tickling feeling deep inside
The feeling I had when I saw you so weak that day
Trying to take all your worries and pains away
Your sweet laughter echoed in my heart
Making it live again from the start
May you never feel again that pain!
May you never see the world lonely and vain!
May all happiness of earth spill on you!
Wiping away the grief that you once knew
Be joyful beloved life is not worth a tear
Not worth a sigh, not worth a fear
God, my father, do listen to my call
Let joy and happiness fill his soul
Help us both to walk with our head above
Our eyes filled with hope, our hearts with love…

Ruby

Your magic touch

Dumb as the silence of night
Dark and empty without a light
with no love and no friendship to share
this is how my heart was always empty and bare

Till the heavens sent you to me
On a silver plate I gave you my heart’s key
You took it and with it grasped my hand
Together we walked into love's green land
And there everything made me sure
How empty I used to be, how poor
Poor without the glaring flame of love
Love that lifted the human soul high above



How can my heart ever repay back the things you've done
The happiness, the warmth and all the sun
You have given it more than it deserves, much too much
For now it is no more silent, it is singing after your magic touch...

Ruby

Pride

Don’t try to fool me, dear
Don’t force yourself and shed a tear
For now I’m strong care no more
Even if my heart to pieces was torn

I care no more, because pride comes first
After it, let all things be cursed
Love, friendship, and all other things
Reign last when pride’s hell first sings

So let’s drink to pride and forget our dream
I can clearly visualize how hard it seems
But this is life always so cruel
It curses all to bless pride’s rule.

Ruby

The day of sadness

The day as I walked home
Sad being all alone
Hitting the edge of blade
Through hours of falling shade
I landed in a place
Where everyone hiding their face
I landed in a sea of darkness
Dropping my tears of sadness
Beyond the slight wave of sorrow
Trying to whisper your name for tomorrow
Love is falling for a sentence
My knees are crying for the slavery
Life is hitting on with the gloom
From being apart, being your glory
Should I forgive or I forget
The deep of the pain that I regret
All my wishes are to disappear
From the darkness,
From the sea of tears …

Ruby

Leave me

Leave me and go far away

I am not a doll in your hand to sway
Don’t be afraid it won’t hurt me
If another girl with you I see

Time will teach me to forget you
The wind will shutter the echoes of your voice
God will help me bear the silence of good-bye
He will wipe my tears, listen to my prayers

Follow her she will understand you more

Leave me alone on a lonely wild shore

And as the waves drown the ships on seas

I’ll learn to drown the love in me…

Ruby

You're beautiful

Behind the face of beauty,
I see what lies within,
Mesmerizing passion that goes beyond the skin,
One day I will have her,
And hold her all the day,
With smiles of enlightenment,
With a glance destined to say,
That I love you with my heart,
From the bottom of each breath,
I love you till the stars shine upon my death.

William J.Fisher (dedicated to Ruby)

Hopeful for much too long ...

I was hopeful for much too long
My hopes are trash, for finished is my song
I gave you a lot, never get tired of giving
I deserted everyone because for you only I was living
I thought I can bring the change in you
You destroyed my dreams,
Destroyed me too
You have been like this
Without a heart and with no shame
I cannot curse you, you’re not to blame

I can give you a second try still
But I am afraid my dreams will once more kill

No! No! I have tried to change you all these years
All you gave me is disappointment and ever flowing tears
May you be forgiven by God!
May you never feel gloomy or sad!
For this will be my sole happiness concern
When of your happiness I’ll learn
I was hopeful for much too long
My hopes are trash, for ended is my song.

Ruby

How I miss you …

Let me tell you how much I miss you
How deep I love you,
How much I adore you too
Come, come let me whisper in your ears
All what you absence has caused me sights and tears

I miss you as the rose misses the morning dew
As an old man misses his days of youth in times of blue
As an orphan misses his mother’s caressing
As a criminal misses God’s holy blessing

I miss you as an old king misses his days of glory

As an old woman misses the sweetness of an old love story

As mother earth misses the sweet moon above

As a maiden’s heart misses the tender touch of love

Your absence wove bitter feeling around my heart

Making its corners as dark as it was in the start

At this hour, I knew a fact so great

I learned that my love to you will never ever fade …

Ruby

Don't wait too long ...

Don’t wait too long, the phone wont ring
Neither my heart for you will sing
The sweet melodies of love and devotion
For I have buried them in pride’s deep ocean
All things pass away and die
In spite of a precious tear and sigh
But this time I’ll cry no more
Why should I love you? What for?
As I recall the days of past
And as the picture moves so fast
I pity myself and regret it all
Don’t wait too long, for I will not call …

                                         Ruby

Long deep kiss...

Tonight I was awake
And you danced through my mind
I closed my eyes to see
And be closer to you
More than a dream
Under the moon of our desires
We caught each other’s eyes and drowned
Without trying to be safe
And we danced and we danced
The wind whirled our souls
And swept the planes of our loneliness
We lay down and eased the wind
We locked our kiss …

                                     Ruby

You are a work of art ...

I’ll write for you for your eyes, for your sweet soul
Just looking at you lights my soul
All I want to do today
Is sail all your hardships away
Bring a smile to your face
To make you forget your place
A joke to the tip of your tongue
So you can whisper it like a song
You’ll be my muse
Don’t give me any excuse
Seeing you naked in front of me
It can never bore me
You are a work of art
I can see it with my heart
It lifts my spirit
Waking my senses
And taking my hands
Brushing your shadow to my soul and
Melting your eyes in my heart
Beat me with your smile when the storm comes
Take me in your arms when we lay down
And let the wind lay with us calm and quiet …

Ruby

Sea of lies

I remember myself being that fish
Bathing with no harm I was so rich
You made me lost in a sea of lies
As if no tomorrow I was losing my skies

You told me lies I still wonder why
I said I loved you, you smiled as if you knew
I wanted to be yours and even more
But now I am washed up on tears

You made me cry I still wonder why
What is behind that wall, my illness made me fall
I wanted to meet the ocean with that speechless wish
But I was too far; I was still that small fish

By years goes and tears grows
I brought the pain dripping out the rain
Filling that sea with tears of lies
Now it’s time to say our Goodbyes!

Ruby

Angel of my mind

Life was so miserable in my mind
Listening to my voice from deep inside
I closed my eyes and all I find
Another place, I stayed so blind
Someone in my dreams at night
Looking in an interesting sight
Staring at me with a smile “Life isn’t an easy file”
Telling you were chosen for my garden
I got you a place at heaven
God really needed me, I wrote “Goodbye honey”
Being that angels to stay away from devils
To congratulate all my innocence
My heart was filled with Sadness
Whenever the ocean meets the sky
There will be memories for you and I
When I look down at that water so blue
All I see are visions of you
Since there is a heart in me my angel you’ll always stay a part of me

Ruby

Love is not a game

 

Love me as if you knew it wouldn’t last
Kiss me as if you were dwelling your past
Hug me as if it was a matter of trust
Show me your love as if the spark stops burning inside
Be there for me as if you know you won’t stay for long
Listen to my speech as if you had the answers
Don’t ever give your heart coz you might got hurt
The truth is not the best
Read carefully what is coming next
Choose the right person to be with coz u might end up without
Show me the smile on your face as if your heart got no more space
You got no cure so don’t try coz love is the only thing that you cannot buy!

Ruby

Pain of love

 

Never get your last kiss when I said goodbye
My heart is suffering but trying to hide
Getting confused from love and hate
I can’t believe what brought me up to this date
Getting fed up from all kind of lies
My dreams for you will never realize
Leave me alone and I’ll know how to dive
From the deepness of your sea I’ll be alive

I can’t forgive but I can forget
You and my wishes and I won’t regret
My feelings for you drowning day after day
Till the end of my words,
Got nothing else to say
Never get your last kiss now I am saying goodbye!
Forever and ever till the day of my die!

Rouby